Wednesday, December 28, 2005

the one with his past 2 months

as you all know, it has been nearly 2 months since i last blogged. that shows how uncommitted i am in blogging. but the past 2 months have been really sumthing worth remembering.

why?

common tests, projects, friends, funs n Like Life. noticed how come there isnt a word SAD in the list. coz i only felt sad when i failed one of paper in the common test. so yah... should really strive for the best. that reminds me of a primary school song. which goes like this:

"Strive for the best"
"Staff and Pupils all"
"Giving best for our nation's call"

if this blog can talk, i'll definite sing u the rhythm.

projects are NOT like tons or many. they are jus there to keep us busy during the 2 week holiday. OH IM BUSY ALRIGHT! BUSY wif playing soccer n doing bits and bits of housework.

friends and family have been great. they are the ppl who always make me look forward to tomorrow everyday.

i m looking forward to tomorrow where i'll be going out wif someone whom i feel really fun with!

Dental Appointment at on the 29th December at 11AM.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

the one with his coming of the first day

its 11.19pm and e hours are counting down to the first day of sch in e 2nd semester... yes. tomorrow is sch day.

my timetable is not that bad. most of the days, i start at 8 except for monday which i will start 10.

monday - 10am to 4pm
tuesday - 8am to 4pm
wednesday- 8am to 3pm
thursday - 8am to 6pm
friday - 8am to 12pm

so yea its not that bad considering my friends who will have to go back at 6pm for the 3 days of the week. but im sure they'll get use to it like they do in the previous timetable. for watever reason, they should be patient. haha... nurses are patient people ok! hahaha!

sometimes i think i need an opinion on what type of haircut i should choose. coz i seriously have a malfunction judgement when it comes to hairstyle. i tried the spiky hairstyle which i thought made me looked like a bloody gangster. or an ah beng.

now, i got this high-slope hairstyle which a part of me tells me that i looked like a smart ass while the other part of me says i looked like a stupid geek. maybe not stupid. i shall use the word 'nincompoop'. so erwina, if u're reading this, i hope u can give me ur recommendation on hairstyles. thx!

i have got to buy my hair wax.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

the one with his month of fasting

the fasting month is not really over yet... n i cant help but wonder how fast it has been since i started fasting on the 5th of october. while waiting for hari raya, i must admit that i didnt do much in receiving the occasion. i got a week of CA to replace which turns out to be the best week of my life. helping those nurses out really helped me realised how useful i could be. hahaha...

anyway, i didnt help my mum to make any KUIHs or cakes.. i thought i didnt want to bother my mum or sumthing doing these kind of baking. but i seriously wouldnt mind help her out in cleaning the house. yeah... so far, we havent put on the curtains, havent changed the cushions of sofa, havent changed the cushions of dining chairs. that means we havent really started.

the spirit of raya havent been fully absorbed by me yet. i mean.. its like suddenly the fasting month jus came over and hari raya is looming soon. I WASNT PREPARED.

but whatever it is, 30 days of fasting will make me more slimmer! hahahaha!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

the one with his CA

one week of Clinical Attachment (CA) has gone by and i knew i was having fun. disturbing, making jokes and sometimes share stories with the patients. that is if the patient can communicate with u.... coz for those who cant, doing sign language wouldnt help u...

anyway, first day was orientation which was quite good i must say. the clinical educator was quite enthusiastic so that didnt bore us to the death. a tour was a must coz u dun wanna get lost in the 2nd biggest hospital in sg. i dont know which hosp is the biggest but im sure its NOT that BIG coz singapore is so small. anyway, we were assigned to our ward. mine is ward 5D... so for those who know me, feel free to visit me and u can get a free infection of dengue. yeah... free of charge.

4 days of morning shift wasnt that all bad. except that u have to wake up at 5. i mean i usually wake up at 6.30, went out at 7 and reach sch before 8. THIS was an exception coz the shift starts at 7. so woke up at 5, went out at 6 (1 hour for shower and breakfast altogether) and reach TTSH before 7.

rite now, im even feeling great that my life has had some great moments.

im not regretting every moment of it.

btw, there was some great learning... but i knew some of u wouldnt understand the medical terminalogy and the meaning of COPD, and also the consequences of when u handle patients with MRSA without any safety precautions.

unless of course... u're a nurse...

but dun worry, nurses do explain on their work. so make a date and i'll tell u everything. every single thing.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

the one with his AAP practical test

seriously, my schmates are getting too paranoid in their revision. got too nervous n develop frustrations towards themselves and others. and yeah, a slightest provocation or disturbance can cause them to growl at u. well, i didnt get any growling but i could sense the heat...

anw, it turns out that the prac test wasnt that difficult. i know and im very sure that anyone can pass the paper. to those who didnt pass, i know u have been missing some important lectures and dun even bother to study for it... yea.. still, exams in 2 weeks time n yessss, i've start my revision.... woah! a major revision of all my modules..

i know i could pass this prac test... it would certainly help me to pass the major exam.. glad that i didnt fail the common test coz i would have to resit the paper which was held today...
while im writing this blog, a fren of mine jus signed in the msn with the nick "STRESS period...!!!". relax lah my fren... N today, i kinda felt relieved after i had finished my presentation of a sch project.

3 PROJECTS does not equal to 3x THE STRESS

Monday, August 15, 2005

the one with his one week

i've gotta admit. i am a very lucky person. im fortunate to have this opportunity to represent my Course, my Department, and my School to attend the Poly Forum 2005.

its gonna be a good week of interacting with Mr Tharman Shanmugaratnam, the Minister of Education of Singapore.

i never expected to get into this.... well, during the morning of my 1st day of sch since the attachment, Dr Ronnie made an announcement that 2 students of my course have been selected to attend the forum. imagine the surprise i had when he announced my name in front of everyon in the lecture thearter. every schoolmates of mine applaused.. another one was a girl... n i think she's the type who's very open and easy-going... so good for us!

the forum will be conducted in sg and jb.. in jb, the place that is conducting the forum is called Sofitel Resort... nice place but its like in the middle of nowhere.. i've been there b4 as i went there for my student leaders seminar conducted by NP.

i foresee that it'll be a very good experience for me as i get to interact with students from all the other polytechnics.. we'll be discussing matters such as World Awareness, Entrepreneurship, Social Awareness and many more... it'll make me better inform of the world issues..

looking forward for that week and will share the best of my knowledge to u ppl..

Thursday, July 21, 2005

the one of the long faces

what is it wif ppl wif the long and black face???

ppl, imagine u saw a nurse wif a long face... n u kinda need help about your problems, so will u think twice abt seeing that nurse?

i might...

i couldnt understand why there's this NURSE in AMK polyclinic pulled a long face since i started my attachment there. i can swear i never see her smile since i started. jus got to know that she scolded one of my frens bcoz she was moving around, seeing the patients getting their dressings.. and getting their wounds bandaged... she was told to "stand in a corner when making observations and not to peek around"...

what??!! stand in a corner and make observations?? i honestly believed its stupid to do that...

sheesh.... stand in a corner and make observations from there....

i mean, theres many ways if u wanna learn something new... BUT we shouldnt jus stand there and make OBSERVATIONS only... we should ask questions too (when the nurse isn't busy)... we could also talk to the patients..

whats the deal wif u, nurse? i dont understand ur problem.. really..

and whats the deal of a nurse to argue with the patient??????????????????????????
what the hell u're arguing for????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's rude :(

not gonna elaborate on that one.... but the nurse is a pregnant lady... so nurse, pls take care of ur baby inside... u dont want anybody cursing u or the baby...

Friday, July 15, 2005

the one with his outing



first of all, the outing was held on the 13th of july,wednesday...

episode 1:
the outing had already began in the morning... i accompanied my mum to go johor... mum actually woke me up at 9, n told ask me to accompany her to go johor. but i told her that im going out with my friends in my most sleazy "jus woke up" dialogue... which goes like this

"mummff, im goin... out laterzzzzzz"....

she didnt heard that so that was my fault... anw, i msged rai that i was gonna be late... n followed my mum to the land of cheap stuffs... its a tradition for my family to eat first just as u passed after the checkpoint.. haha.. so we head to Kotaraya Complex and have our lunch.. mum had a simple mee rebus while i enjoyed the sumptuos meal of chicken chop... the black pepper sauce was quite funny but i was hungry anyway.. finished the whole thing except this funny looking leaf that was decorated on the dish... after lunch, we head to Komtar to buy my mum's groceries.. i really thought it was gonna be a lot... but mum jus bought cooking oil, seasoning packet and milk...

"is that it???" i asked my mum.

"that's it" she said coolly.

next time if we go johor, i'll be sure to remind my mum that she must buy at least 10 stuffs..

i also forced mum to buy me a shoe... and its really a nice red canvas shoe... i like it very much... makes me looked a bit stylish.. :P we went home after that... it was nice to go out wif mum... i could not stop teasing my mum too... hahaha! i love u mum! (i know i dont always show it but i really do love u)

episode 2:
i met the others (riana,rai,has,sab,ash) at abt 4.... really sorry guys and thx for waiting for me! all of them were sitting on the staircase at orchard mrt having snacks of the Famous Amos cookies.. it was damn nice, coz its been a while since i had cookies.. yum yum!! n i also noticed that rai and riana has already gotten their "tote" bag... it's very beautiful and it does looked beautiful on me too.... check out the pics ya!! anw, riana wanted to buy shoes.. so she decided that we should all go to Charles & Keith at Plaza Singapura...
but we went to Heeren first.. check out the outfits and accessories there... and i fell in love with the designer blazers displayed at one of the shops there... imagine wearing a simple t-shirt, jeans and a blazer to wrap it all up... i will really looked delicious.... hehe... im gonna make a deal with dad to get me one if i passed this semester... this jacket will be the love of my life.. muacks!

after much walking around, we went to PS to check riana's shoes... but it turned out that the size was unavailable... sorry riana... better luck next time... go and check at Tampines Mall lar!! hahaha...

rai got her mum a handbag... it was a really a vivacious handbag... i liked the soothing colour.. i think its some sort of very light brown... worth the 35 bucks...

den we had our dinner at BK... we had a reflective session chat... talk abt ppl, more ppl and a lot of ppl... mind u, not gossips.. jus professional opinions... based on facts...

it was time to go home... n evryone was tired.. maybe except for me... evryone will be hping to see each other after 2 weeks coz we'll be having our clinical attachment during the two weeks...

good luck guys! take care n have fun!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

the 'try to be funny' guy n 'try to be tired' guy

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

the one with his seminar

as the title suggested, i went to the NATIONAL YOUNG LEADERS' DAY that was held today. i was nominated to be one of the student leaders anw...

i woke up at the sound of my hp alarm which was at 6am... had my shower and breakfast (rice n fish)... since i hav to meet the other 8 selected nominees at 8.30, i went out at 7 only n reached the meeting place at 8... too early huh... but hey, at least im getting better in my punctuality... n i have developed a belief that lateness should not be tolerated.. hahaha.. but being the patient guy i am, i dont intend to spoil the mood... in fact, everyone should enjoy the seminar without feeling pressurised that the fact they are student leaders (who are supposed to be punctual)... anyway, there was only one latecomer.... and two ppl didnt come... they told me they had something important :)

the seminar started wif a BANG! a group of breakdancers started to dance around on the platform... showing their breakdancing moves.. n they were really good... reminds me of my time when i used to breakdance alot wif my sec sch mates... now a bit relax... wakaka!

den came out the host who welcomed us... a brief introductory of what will be going on... after that, he introduced the organizer.. a young and vibrant man who is full of energy... i think he's like the chairman of the YLF (young leaders foundation).. he started saying his piece... with a lot of funny slangs... the most prominent one will be the word 'society'... it became 'se sai ty'... n evryone repeated it after he said that word... it was funny.. anw, after tolerating his slanged talking, he introduced us to the first speaker..

Dr William Tan

This guy is great. really. i admired his strength. despite his disability of the leg, he did the most amazing thing when he completed 7 marathons in 7 continents in 70 days. imagine that! well, he rides on the wheelchair and push his wheels from the start until the end of the finishing line. his history was a sad one.... i mean, he couldnt use his legs at the age of 2!! n he still live on... crawling to move around, getting diseases on his legs....
when he went to kindergarten, he was bullied by the other kids.... he told us how one kid smacked his head and den ran away... well, he couldnt chase them but he improved on catching their hands when they were about to smack him.... he told us he bite one of the kid's hand.... hehehe... and den he got expelled... expelled from kindergarten... hehe... he laughed when he told us that... the most amazing part will be the one when he got into RAFFLES INSTITUTION. he dare to dream big... n he did it... for that, i gave him a standing ovation.

the one with the treasurer

well, the news has got out.. n its confirmed that i became the first treasurer of the Health Sciences Society. Initially, i aimed for the president post.. but im already very happy that my new friend was elected to be the president. anyway, im satisfied that im one of the Executive Committee of the new Health Sciences Society. it's newly formed.. and we're trying not to be over-ambitious with our visions and try to take things slowly in an organized way.. guess what? im the only malay guy in a group of 5 Ex-co members... hehe :)... at least, i culd be the middle-man btwn the malay students and the society... not only the malay students but also the chinese and indians too.... ultimately, i wanna be friendly wif evryone... hopefully, we'll be able to promote a better image of nursing in the eyes of singaporeans... :p

our first project is to organize a BBQ function for the HS students... we want to make the students interact and be closer... although there 168 students in the cohort.... only 1/3 of them will be going... i know the list is not that many but its better than nothing.... if all goes well, i hope those students will tell their friends how fun it was... and of course, we'll try our best to make a bigger function... perhaps a dinner and dance... maybe we should launch that at the end of our semester.. haha!

we still got time... so we'll do it slowly... and slowly, we'll make our name of the society better..

Monday, June 27, 2005

the one with his coming of attachment

after 5 weeks of sch, im happy to say that i thoroughly enjoyed it.... i never missed a sch day... never miss a lecture.. n never missed a tutorial class... its like i dun wanna miss any of it... im like a new man... a new happy man... and gonna treat life as it is from now on...

something is coming up... but not gonna tell until it is confirmed... so watch out for it...

my saturday was well spent by playing soccer... hehe..

my sunday was spent by staying at home, making fried bananas, surf the net and enjoy the peacefulness in my home...

yeah... it was well worth the break after the 5 weeks of sch... another 2 weeks and my clinical attachment will come.. so im really looking forward to it... :)

but i've got to take my Hepatitis B injection first b4 i culd go for the attachment...which is standard procedure. so that i wont get any infections or diseases when i worked in a hosp...

it seems that my other brother, hafiz, is in the dikir barat too... now, i got 2 brothers who's in dikir barat... will i be next? that remains to be seen... it looks great... but im not much of a traditional person... some ppl are extremely traditional though..

no... not my grandmum... they're ppl who are in my age... 17 - 21.... its not weird.. in fact, i think its good...... BUT i dont like it when they brag abt it... yeah... some ppl do...

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

the one with his cca

it was not reali tiring after the trial... sad to say that i wasnt selected.... still, im proud of myself for going as far as i could... it was fun n i enjoyed it.. so its worth the time trying out in the trials...

i must say the team has quality... and will be a disciplined one too... i wish them the best of luck!

and now im considering my options on wat cca to join... lot came in my mind... badminton, drama, outward bounders... so which one should i choose? frankly, i hafta make a very wise decision... bcoz, i hav to commit myself to that cca ( which is impt ).... hav to also find time wif family and frens ( coz thats impt too ).... of coz, we do have to make sacrifices... but not too much until it affects the studies and the social life..
so i'll think over it carefully.... maybe perhaps i'll choose a cca that reveals my personality.... or something that can make me voice out opinions... hmmm.... drama???

Sunday, June 12, 2005

the one with his brother in dikir barat

there's this kid in my house who's abt 9 years old... he's very active n very funny... he's the one who always makes me luff, makes me angry, makes me happy and also makes me think that life is indeed beautiful...

it does make me wonder how this kid came into my life.... that changes ur life a bit.. perhaps makes u more responsible... makes u a bit more patient...

funny he is...

i know that he is active but he joined dikir barat.... i reali thought he would join soccer or badminton...

anyway, im proud he is in there... since hafiz and me are both into soccer, its kinda great to have this kid in dikir barat... changes the scene around abit...

he seems good... always practising his song evryday... really... EVERYDAY...

one night, i was surfing the net... n he was sleeping very soundly... dat was abt 1 am.. so while im chatting away with my frens, sumthing happened...

this kid, in his sleep, raised up his hand and began clapping to the beat of the dikir barat song...

now that was really funny... coz there are abt 10 claps to 12 claps..

i hafta admit that this kid is great-looking... cute... i think when he grows up, he's really gonna be a fine young man... n i'll make sure that he'll be.... not to let him go astray... not to let him get into trouble. i figured this kid is gonna make the family a better one... i dont have high expectations from him... but i want him to be happy like me and hafiz...

who's the kid?

my brother...

izzan



Tuesday, June 07, 2005

the one with the fashion show

i kinda think that the polytechnic is a big fashion show stage for SOME ppl to showcase extreme clothings n outfits.... fashionistic huh?

im simplistic...

anyway, im NOT blaming this ppl... but rather amazed.... pls remember IM NOT BLAMING or DISGUSTED

--some ppl have really really bad taste... no doubt

--some are into the extreme cultures from the nation of the rising sun.. another no doubt

--some dont really wanna cover their butts... moderately no doubt

--its really hard not to notice... dare to doubt me?

Monday, June 06, 2005

the one with his home videos

hahahahahaha!!!!!

im still having laughter coz my frens and i made some funny videos together on sat, 5 jun... it was at abt 11pm when we jus had our supper... we were playing soccer at nyp from the evenings so we didnt had an early dinner b4 playin... after the late supper, me, hafiz, huz and fadhil had our usual 'bonding session'... telling stories, giving advice, sharing and arguing our views on matters....

but on that night, we had our pics taken together.... as a goodbye to our fren huz who is leaving for NS on the next day...

we also make our own outdoor videos... hahaha.... its really funny!!!! if u would like to take a look, pls msg me k... hahaha... i guarantee u'll be luffing...

we didnt want it to end...

but huz gotta leave....

but even though he was goin to leave...

we knew we'll never leave each other behind
not the 3 apes

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

the one with his skills

i had Ms Molly as my nursing skills lecturer... when i first saw her, she was very nice... she seems to have good understanding of ppl around her.... n she's the sort of person that i wouldnt give any trouble... hahaha...

nursing skills is all about learning skills that u will practice as a nurse... i didnt know there were so many skills... but understanding why is crucial as u will need to perform special procedures to assist patients' needs...

so we practiced on our friends... had some laughs n learn new things...

there's more to learn... to be a nurse.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

the one with his first week of fun

the first week of sch was full of weirds and funs... ultimately, i enjoyed my first day of sch... meet sum going-to-be frens... the first day of sch started at 11 am... that will end at 5.... so we had these Microbiology and Infection Control lesson n since it was our first day, we knew that there's only gonna be some briefing on what we're gonna do during these lessons... this lesson is supposed to last 3 hours but the briefing was only 45 mins.... n we left the place with 3 hours and 15 mins of break... so what did we do? eat in the canteen... read in the library... n sleep in the library...

cant reali rememeber the other days of the week except making new frens... kinda fortunate to have a class thats quite happening.... i mean we have to try to make the class interesting and to be remembered off when u graduated... so im happy...

met some weird ppl too... like this guy called 'a-jun'... he got into my class which is the wrong class for him... n stayed for the first week... didnt reali talk much but he's the type of guy who wear thick specs and talks unnecessarily.... it wasnt irritating... it jus made the class laugh... n i dont think he realised it... hahaha.... i dont think he wants to be the funny guy in class... weird..

Monday, May 23, 2005

the one with the small-minded

about two days ago, my brother, helmy and i, played soccer at farrer park.. all of us had a good game... we were up against some middle-aged folks who were slow but very experienced with the ball... so i really had a good game. anyway, we stopped when it got dark... and the three of us went to a small lane where we cleaned ourselves...

helmy knew most of the uncles there so he was always talking to them at the other side of the lane... n one particular uncle asked him what school is he in... "Ngee Ann Poly" was his reply... another question came up which is wat course is he in.. "Mechanical Engineering".... now me and my brother, hafiz, are still cleaning up.. when the same uncle asked helmy what course are we in.... the answer is "Nursing"... there was a SHOCK reaction from him and the others around him... n he continued "well, its ok to be a nurse... but dun be a gay" n they started laughing among themselves....

it doesnt really bother me coz i knew that some ppl always drew a line on how men or women should choose their jobs.... but i would like to suggest that these ppl should leave this outdated mentality and perhaps face reality that every men and women can be whatever they want to be....

that is why, i can bravely say that parts of the malay society are still afraid to make choices... fearing what ppl will say to them... fear that they will lose face... i think if u have fear, den u'll be stuck to the ground, afraid to move forward when ppl all around who are NOT afraid will move forward and shape their future...

im happy with what i chose to be...

Friday, May 20, 2005

the one with his 3 days 2 nights

camp was great

made a lot of new friends... some weird, some lame.. haha... but i enjoyed myself... n dats important for me to have fun... so the first day, i saw a guy fell down the stairs twice in 5 seconds... maybe he was nervous.. imagine what he must be thinking after he got up... he must be thinking "Oh well, what a day to start with! WHY ME????!!!!!!"... n probably cursing fate on his way to the lecture theatre(dats where we report ourselves)

we had some ice-breakers.... i know most of the names... but i couldnt fit the names to the faces... so i kept calling the wrong person... like duh! its only normal when u have freshie camp...
n during the whole 3 days, we got ourselves down n dirty! wahaha... had mud-bath, had food-bath too....

the only bad thing is we didnt have any sleep.... coz we had activites untill the wee hours of the morning... the first night, it lasted till 1... the second night, it lasted till 4.... R we having a Boot Camp or wat????? i mean, where is the logic? it wasnt fun... it irritates us... haha... with the irritation that we got, we showed some "attitude".... hahaha... i just lie down and sleep when the group leader told us to cheer around (dat was at 1am, during the 2nd night)... i didnt want to be rude.... but i just couldnt prevent myself from closing my eyes... n so i slept.

at the end of the camp, we sang songs.. did the chicken dance.. n some of us cried. i think its a celebration for those who r going to leave NP... some of the freshies cried too coz maybe its the mark of a new beginning.. i didnt cry coz i dont know what to cry for...

and thats the end of it.. its not so detailed... there's a lot more...

n u have to go through it...

Monday, May 16, 2005

the one with his feet

who would have thought i would wake up at 6.30 in the morning, had a shower, had breakfast and be sitting in front of the comp to do my blog b4 i go off for my camp? i mean, i dont usually surf the net at 8am...

well, a few more minutes of waiting, n i'll be off... im watching the news on tv rite now, along with reading some other news in the net...

for those of u who missed the morning news show on channelnewsasia, i would like to inform u that we should all take care of our feet... im sorry for those who are flat-footed or have a higher arch... coz this can lead to not only knee problems, but also back problems...

some tips for those who are flat-footed
---> dont wear high heels
---> dont run too much
---> there is way to make ur feet to be comfortable, so visit a podiatrist if u have feet problems or back problems

for those who have higher arc
---> wear high heels

the doctor couldnt finish what he was gonna say next coz the host told him that they didnt have much time left... so read more abt it on the net.

another reason why u should take care of ur feet... coz if u dont, it will smell... n probably rot.


the one with his trip of 3 days

i had a LAZY sunday... practically sleeping all the time.. the first time i got up, i went straight to the showers and after i hav finished, i continue to sleep... the second time i got up is when i would take my lunch n waved my dad goodbye for his part time cab driver job... den continued sleeping...the third time i got up is when i suddenly remembered that i have to pack my things for the camp tomorrow, went to causeway point to buy my sleeping bag and im still up to write my blog... so altogether, i had 18 hours of sleep... n im still tired..

so tomorrow i got to report at 0930 at sch.. im gonna expect the expected... like those "get-to-know-each-other" session...hope to meet some lame ppl like me... lame but not nonsensical... mum forced me to bring a pillow... i told her i got my bag to lie my head on... she told me jus bring it for comfortability's sake.. anyway, maybe i culd offer the pillow to someone else ( for those who cant sleep without pillows).. dat way, i can be like a helpful guy in their eyes... hehe...

so rite now, im beginning to dread the fact that i wont be able to update my blog for the next three days... i dun feel like missing one.. let alone 3... n it also means that i'll have to write long essays to describe my 3 days of socialising... hey! i've already written a GP essay b4.. so it shouldnt be a problem...

i never passed my GP... not even once.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

the one with his chance to give

i had a good game of soccer today... playing soccer at the basketball court does excite me in many ways. why? coz i can try out some "fifa streets" cool tricks and moves.. "TRY OUT".. jus to make that clear b4 sumone thinks im jus a show-off... n I'M NOT. the other thing is that, i could keep myself in shape... n im always trying to improve my speed and stamina... coz if u have this, u culd be a good soccer player.. perhaps a better player. as usual, it was fun.. had some laughs during the game coz we did funny stuffs... :)

we had a break session during our play... so while i was sitting down on the court regaining my energy, a friend of mine, Amin, came sit down next to me... i started the conversation.

Me: Hows school, man? heard ur exams is cuming..
Amin: Fine... yeah..it's next week..
Me: good luck! n dun worry abt it too much..
Amin: thx... so, do u have any girlfriend?

at this point of time, this question just reminded me of my past relationship... lets continue...

Me: nope.. not realli into it at the moment... i mean, u know my last relat....
Amin: (cutting me off) yeah.. i know.. u told me abt it...
Me: what abt u? why didnt u have one?
Amin: oh.. its hard lah... u know girls these days are different... ( i cant remember the rest of the sentence)..

anyway, i have a question.... where on earth can i find a nice girl who deserved to be treated nicely by me? yes! i AGREE that ladies should be love and treated nicely... I AGREE that ladies should be given respect from men...

its these some nincompoop Mats that is disgracing ( if there is such a word) the name of men... why the hell u Mats treat girls like trash? even if the girl is a Minah, i do not think that u have the right to destroy her future and ruin her integrity.. i speak on behalf of men who believe that we can give unconditional love to ladies... that they should and will be treated nicely...

lets give a chance to ladies who have been mistreated... bcoz i did. n i still will.

patience will help.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

the one with his time of the day

yeah!

i have just checked out my timetable n i'll be starting school at 8 on mondays, wednesdays and thursdays.. 11 on tuesdays, n 9 on fridays... which reminds me.. i have CAMP this coming monday.. 3 days of getting to know new friends, getting to know new lecturers n getting to know where the the canteens are... i felt kinda great! it does add fuel to the fire inside of me... so right now im the raging fiery monster that consumes knowlegde and experiences to becoming a nurse.. hey! in the old days, they called the nurses "sisters"... so i could be a "brother"... this is so gonna be great!!!!!

i think ferisha couldnt make it for the soccer game tomorrow.. she has this INSTITUTE DAY at NTU.. i know it'll be tired for her to cum down after the whole thing so i decided to postpone the activity to next week... i told her that i didnt want her to crack her head over this matter... i mean, she's already felt like "urghh" going for THE DAY... so it will be an xtra xtra "urghh" if she's gonna come down... hahaha...

fadhil came over today.. he needed to borrow my controller to play hix xbox... he had a younger sis, so it does feel sucky when ur playin a game and u had ur younger sis watching u play, all bcoz there's only one controller... i hope the both of them are having fun playing as i write this blog rite now.. im having fun too writing this blog... hahaha!! YEHAAA!!! :D

i had dinner with my family... everybody was in a joyous mood.. dad bought a new watch.. jus a simple chronowatch... he told us he wasnt comfortable without a watch...i understood why... coz i couldnt feel comfortable without it.. i guessed without TIME, i couldnt decide how fast i should work or find a moment to be with my loved ones... i guessed dats how my father n i felt...

Friday, May 13, 2005

the one with his first time

good morning!

my name's an-nur.... and this is my FIRST TIME writing a blog.... commonly known as "blogging".. i figured why not give it a shot since it's a trend nowadays.. anyway, its good for me to let out some things that i cant really say to someone... actually, there's also some other reasons that made me blog coz i want to write down my journey to success and achievements here... i felt that i need to do sumthing to make me feel SOMETHING! that means i must have HARDWORK in my dictionary. why??? coz i have 2 friends that made me want to do this! a guy and a girl! helmy and erwina - both of whom are hardworking and had a lot of perseverence in them! i admired them in such a way that they should receive a standing ovation! and they shall receive it from me! clap clap clap clap clap! i want my 2 friends to be happy with their lives at this moment and the future! for some reasons, they should...

dad says that i have to becareful in the internet... he's heard the news abt this kid in the US making defamatory remarks... so what else is new? anyway, i have to becareful COZ the internet is full of spyware poo and virus bugs! but thats not important.. these days, anything u say can be scandals, libels, defamatory n whatnots...

can i survive? it remains to be seen.... u may be wondering "survive what?".. to survive in this world, we must be armed with an arsenal of experiences and knowledge... and hardwork is what im gonna do to get it! i can feel the fire in me....

so my day went fine... my fren from my ex-school millennia institute came over to my house coz he need to use the comp and the net to do his project... i said ok n told him to take his time and all the resources i have to do his project... he thanked me profusely.. he said he didnt know how to repay me... i thought it was no big deal... the small matters that affect people in a BIG way :)

im going to NP... to do a course in nursing... i believed this is it... coz i have lived with a principle in my life that i should help people in whatever n however i can... to reach out to ppl n aid them... dats why im looking forward to sch... n i wanted to prove myself right... yeah! PROVE MYSELF RIGHT! i mean, i dont wanna waste my life to slacking or stuffs. i want my life to be meaningful....

dat is why i started this blog.... friday 13 may 2005.... coz one day, i WANT to look back n see this first entry of the blog... knowing i could be someone. can i survive? wish me luck...