Last saturday, and for the first time ever, i went to school on a WEEKEND! woohoo! well, the school is peaceful and it has like a serenity on a saturday morning. i think it would be conducive to study there on a weekend. n yeah maybe u can tan at the swimming pool too :)

and after that! i went to town!

pondering.

decided.

actually, i didnt know that there were going to be fireworks at the esplanade and it was fantastic! especially the machine gun fireworks! it just whirls around like 2 metres above the fireworks boat. but i dont have any pics of the fireworks coz i had no digicam to capture it. i think i have to invest in a good camera :)

and we decided to jump around like monkeys!

and again.

and again.

a little bit of posing.

i supposed there are times when u just need to jump away! like jump away from problems, away from school, away from work, away from anything that makes u sad or down. just don't jump away/down to your death.

i supposed your friends reflects who you are. n they'll jump with you too :)

even if they turn out to be vain :)

LIKE ME!

this entry is also dedicated to my grandma who passed away this morning. god bless her soul.

i have so much to tell but i dont know where to start. there are some that i can hardly remember. cass is right, i am getting old. hahah yeah i'm going to be 21 soon :)

let's start with the most recent one.

i had a motorbike accident! it's my first ever motorbike accident and so i decided to pen it down. actually i was the pillion rider! hahah! anyway, we were on our way home from a coffeeshop in marsiling after buying a 'tapau' dinner. we were approaching a cross junction, and suddenly the bike just went shaky! i thought there was something wrong with the bike and i shouted my my bro's name 'HAFIZ!' and 'boom!' we crashed a bangladeshi man with his bicycle.

so i was thrown to the side and my hafiz was thrown to the front. hahaha i actually saw my bro thrown on the road n it kinda looks funny. but u know, it kinda made my wanna explode! coz since i was thrown on the other lane, i was afraid that there might be an approaching car that could give me another bang but luckily there wasnt la. coz if there is, i wouldn't be typing this entry. lol!

anyway, i knew that the plastic bag with our dinner inside was somewhere along the crash site. and i was actually surprised that the plastic bag was upright lying nicely on the centre of the road. actually the first thing that came to mind when i got up from the fall was my mother's remaining money balance that i kept inside the plastic bag. so i was like "mummy's money!!!" and so it was there inside the bag.

how do we get back? we pushed the bike home. we had abit of fun too coz we knew there will be a slope downhill. so we played that rollercoaster ride :)

The quiet things that no one really knows.

An-nur's hobbies:

going out with girlfriend, sleeping (in the morning, afternoon, night), sleeping, sleeping, sleeping, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, playing computer games (includes surfing xxx websites), soccer,soccer, soccer, soccer, and eating chicken.

Casandra Hobbies:

shopping, shopping, shopping, listening music, reading and exposing people's secrets.

Cass Fears: Cancer, AIDS, prison, bugs, bacteria and downloading music illegally.

An-nur's Fears: The eradication / extinction of big bird (chicken) . And also fear of castration.

Cass Deepest darkest secret: Going to marry Keanu Reeves in 5 years time.

An-nur Deepest darkest secret: Has an anaconda under his bed.

The Institute of Mental Health is not as bad as you think. im currently having my attachments there and i would say that it is not boring but it is not that great either. when i first stepped into the place, i was expecting something like patients pissing or shitting every corner of the ward or walking around naked. hahah! but being in a B2 class ward, we do have the chance to see the REAL side of a mental disorder. you'd probably be worried how you will be like when you are old and all alone because this can happened to anyone and certainly it can happen to YOU!

to tell you the truth, i don't really think that mental illness or disorders can be COMPLETELY cured but maybe to 65%-95% level. why i say this because when they have that certain disorder, they had forgot how to or cannot, for example, bath, eat, watch tv, write certain words and do some other familiar things or talk properly. so when they recovered, they still have to learn these 'new' things although their symptoms have long gone away or they are told by the doctor something like - 'okay, you have recovered' which i dont think they will say. i mean, the case manager told me that one of my patients are in the stage of better recovery so i figured that he just reached the stage so still needs time to fully recovered right?? right. haha.

last fri, one of my patient approached me while i was watching a channel 8 drama in the ward. he was showing me numbers on his fingers but i couldnt figure out what the numbers interpret. so he showed me his hands which is like holding pen and a palm underneath it which took me quite a while to figure that he wanted a pen and a paper. so i gave him that he started writing down the numbers. the numbers were - 5 4 3 2 - and it turns out that he wants to tell me a 4d number lah okkk... LOL! so anyone wants big money, here is the number from our friendly inmate in woodbridge hospital :)

then suddenly he pointed to my friend joyce who was also watching the chinese drama and i figured that he was talking about a girl back in his past. then he showed me a pointed finger ( i was wondering wtf) then he proceeds to show me a hole made by his thumb and index finger. then he poked the hole. he was talking about sex laaaa.... hahah! but the funny part was he showed me the face impression of having sex. if i have the camera i would have taken a picture of the face! funny sia!! then he laughed to himself.. like HE HE HE. hahaha!

okok... now i dont know whether some ppl notice this but my guy colleague is kinda restless and always touch things in sutiations where you should not touch things. this guy touches and 'play' everything that he could find. okay this is what happened...

me and ying xian were listening to the doctor's consultation round. so naturally u will keep quiet and only asked questions when there is a need to or when the patients have left. so this guy TJJ went inside the room to listen to the consultation too. BUT he went straight to this x-ray thingy where u switch on the light so that u could see the x-ray films. then he starts fidgeting with the switch. wth... then i told him to come near me and listen to the doctors. then he came to the door (where i was) and starts playing with the DOOR KNOB! eh alamak... this person's hand cannot keep still or what! all i know that his hands need to touch something that can be turned, twisted, pulled and pushed.

oh one more thing abt him. after the shift ends right, you will notice that he would be the first person to dissappear. that i know since the first attachment but i did wonder how come he could be gone from that builing that fast? coz he RAN from the lift all the way to the bus stop!!! yeah i really saw him running! i always say that he ran home so that he could eat the porridge that his mother cooked for him on that day. but i still dont know the real reason.

ask him if you have the chance :) ( only applies to hsn students)

the one with his 2nd neoprints

after many months, cass persuaded me to take neoprints. yes it's been a long time since we last took them. we were supposed to do it 2 weeks ago after we had our jalan-jalan and dinner at some haji lane. if u guys don't know where haji lane is, it is at bugis near a big mosque which can be seen from the raffles hospital area. that is if u guys or girls want to look for some vintage stuffs over there. hehhe.

anyway, i said we were supposed to do but it didnt happened coz the neoprint shop had closed.

so a few days later we went to bugis again to take it and finally we did. this time i dressed abit better unlike last time where i wore an LSCT camp tshirt for the neoprint. it wasn't that horrible but it's kind of appropiate. hahah whatever lah.

here goes...
i looked immature in this pic. my smile is too wide.

cass said she looked really pretty in this pic. hahaha!

heheh. no comment.

so exams is in 2 weeks and i hope to do well in it. this also goes for all the people who are going to face the nursing exams, driving tests, or any interviews for a job.

basically, good luck all :)

the one with his updates

okay.. so let me update a few things...

firstly, after i graduate from np and ns, i will be working at TTSH. yup! since i am like so very familiar with that place, its definitely a very good choice to work there. and with over 90% of my schmates who said that they enjoyed working there, i know i made a right choice.

secondly, i entered the new year with a resolution to become a soccer player playing for a club someday. okay im not planning to join an S-league club but realistically, i woud love to play for Singapore Recreation Club or Singapore Cricket Club. since i have played for SRC youth team, i hope that will give me an advantage. but i will tell u one very fantastic thing though: playing at the PADANG is really damn fanstastic. hahah!

this was the jersey i had worn for all the games i played for SRC. the number is very significant :)

i love my boots :)

i also start the new year with the hope of passing all modules in year 2 coz i know its been tough and its going to get tougher in year 3. wow! soon to be a Year 3 nursing student. and i had never thought of being a nurse when i was younger. anyway, i just did my retest on my Psychology and Sociology module and i know i will pass the retest. now it's time to get ready for the final examination.

thirdly, i am going for the india trip. it will be 2 weeks of community and volunteer work. will explain soon when i have the details. but most importantly, i have my one month of attachment first before my one month of holiday (the india trip is included in this holiday). still, i get to suffer first before enjoying my holiday. buti doubt i suffer in IMH :)

finally, amidst of all my time constraints and schoolwork, i still have gf to listen to my craps. or more likely i listen to her craps. hahahaha! well we both can be craps sometimes. i realised she can act as an irritating person sometimes. i dont know why but it will really make u pissed. so friends of Cass out there, be aware of this :D hahahah!

the end.