the one with his aloha

ALOHA is aloha chalet. HOLA is hello when u're in hawaii.

but we're not in hawaii.

so hello everyone.. it's been quite a week.. but it was good to have 2 days and a night spent in my group chalet gathering. it's supposed to be 3 days n 2 nights but i had to leave early coz i need to attend sch in the morning on that 3rd day itself. so yah.

so the moment i stepped at the heavenly chalet, i had to start eating. the pressure was really mounting coz Everyone was like...

the Concerned people: "annur, u looked skinny! must eat more ok!"
the Hungry an-nur : "oh i will! i will! dont worry i'll eat alot one!"
the Conc.... : "yes! u must prove it to us ok!

for a really really skinny person, i am surprised by my superhuman ultrafast metabolic rate. i bet chickens are afraid of me now that i am beginning to annihilate their population in an alarming rate. hahah..

not that it needs any prove or evidence watsoever.

anyway, my first thanks goes to Mel for treating me like her own younger brother. not to mention for cooking me lots of chicken wings.. geez, i hope they wont say i looked skinny again. i've heard since day TWO from the start of sch already.. im not in denial.

thanks to sab, ash, mahes and kelvin for updating me stories of their own... sab, careful of that psychodelic girl man!! hahaha!!

thanks to the girls from Group 5 2005, errr... politics and love may not really mix well but u girls have done ur best to help our friend in need.

a final thank you to those who read this blog.

the one with his last moments

i've said this to my lecturer regarding my attachment in this Ward 7B.

i said "i really slacked here becoz of the slow-paced environment. i know i'm always missing in action but sometimes there is really nothing to do. "

the 3 weeks has been dreadfully boring. nevertheless, we all know that those last moments or the last day could be something worth remembering.

for those who have not seen me in my nursing uniform, this is how i looked.

a final together pic is always something u put in the last chapter.

and no, i dont have a spine problem :)

the one with his coming last week

the coming of the last week which is the last week of attachment has came and i am not gonna celebrate yet until it is over.

gerontology ward. is equal to slow pace and peaceful environment in which it resulted to my slackness in myself. the graph of excitement has increased because of the coming end. the graph of kiasuness has increased because i need to complete my logbook.

gd luck to myself for the coming results.

the one with his patient's death

i was standing beside his bed n i saw him breathing. he was gasping for air but i know he has been doing that since yesterday.

i was kinda bored but i still stood there looking around the room. i know i had been staring at the wall for quite a long time.

and then i looked at him again but this time he was motionless. i thought he wasnt breathing. i checked his pulse at the neck. there was a faint beat. but it got softer and softer.

vanessa came in and asked me what's going on. n i said "i dont know but im checking his pulse."
she said " how come the airbag is not deflating and inflating continously?"

it should deflate and inflate continously if he's breathing.

i checked the airbag and there was a hole. the bag had burst. but i remembered seeing the bag inflate and deflate when i was standing beside him.

i checked the pulse again but there was no pulse.

he had passed away in front of me.

the one with his dearys

Dear Tan Tock Seng Hospital, im glad your hospital is near to my home, Woodlands.

Dear Sister of Ward 7B, thank you for welcoming us to your geriatric ward. im looking forward to meet the elderly patients.

Dear female colleagues, i know u have to bun up you hair. i think if u do, u wont feel good abt it.

Dear Ms Lam, dont tell the girls to bun up their hair.

Dear guitar-playing-singer, your voice sucks. pls dont sing in the hospital anymore.

Dear dad, im not sure to take my license or not.

Dear mum, please bring me out for shopping. haha.

Dear God, i have 14 days left of attachment.