i like cats. so i decided to post this video of a cat which always showed up when my friends and i chilled at the void deck after a game of soccer.

we actually saw her grew up from a very small kitten to a a medium size teenage cat. at least, i think she's a teenage cat. it was only yesterday the cat became manja with me. it snuggled up to me and bit my hands, bit my left knee and bit my armpit! hahaha! my armpit sia... maybe she likes the smell of my armpit after i played soccer eh.

anyway, have u ever wish that u could ever become rockstars?

we did!

thursday is not my day.

Rained the whole day as usual and i knew i was going to be bored at home. but the worst thing has yet to happened later.

3pm
so while i was playing the computer during the afternoon, my comp just went black screened! at first i thought my brother izzan had accidentally dislodged the plug when he kicked a small ball at it. but when i pressed the switch again, there was no power.

3.30pm
power came back on but my joy was only shortlived. 10 minutes later the power died. lucky i never turned on my computer at that time.

4.30pm
power came back again! but for only a minute. i knew it took a minute coz i was watching the clock when the lights got on and off again.

so from 4.30pm to 11.30pm i had no power. and i couldnt play the comp, couldnt watch tv, couldnt play xbox and i couldnt go outside to play soccer coz it was raining the whole evening.
anyway, let me post u a picture of a newborn life.

meow! i want milk and oreo cookies!

i couldnt help wondering whether this new kitten got eaten by puppies or those big cats. it looked so helpless and i saw its mum leaving the kitten! and the mum looked so haggard too! it must have went through a traumatic kittenbirth.

want to see a new cowboy in town?

YEHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! i didnt bring my horse along. and that auntie so sibuk lah! hahaha! i think she just want to irritate me by being in that pic.

remember this movie?

the reason i blogged abt this coz im just too bored. see, i admitted that im too bored.

anyway, if u guys did, this movie scared the shits out of me (or you) when i was younger.

during these few months break, i've been filling my time watching some old scary movies. and this movie is great for those of u who likes to watch monster movies.

does this worm scares u?

because of this big old ass worm, i didnt dare to step outside of the house coz i was afraid that i get eaten up by it. of coz i would be afraid right! this movie was made in 1990 and that means i was only 4 years old when i watched it. i would have probably shit my diapers watching it. yeah i was still wearing diapers at 4 years of age.

anyway, watch this movie to get some old scary fun :)

i like japanese anime.

sadly i cant say the same for japanese street dancing. like really street dancing.

this u guys have to see! enjoy :)

this is craaaaaaazyyyyyyyy!!!! i especialy like the 3.20 minute part. like as if she is trying to get some roaches off her neck! hahaha!

anyway, enjoy dancing ppl :)

even though im going to be a staff nurse, im not really good at wrapping bandages. hahah!

i sprained my wrist due to a fall while playing a soccer match. it's all swollen and i cant move my wrist much coz it hurts. cant even carry a bottle of coke or hold my spoon properly. i couldnt get a full grip on my fist. which is bad of coz.

this reminds me of a story actually back when i was in secondary 2. im sure u all remembered the Soap Shoes trend back in those old days. actually i didnt had those back then but what i did was i wet the sole of the shoes with water and tried every skateboarding style on a ledge or on a bench. one unfortunate day, while my friends and i were waiting for the bus to go home, we spot a puddle of water and we all know we wanted to play Shoe Soaping. so we wet our shoe soles and start skating on a very small parapet wall. so while we were happily skating, i wanted to do something stylish (which of coz turned out to be stupid). so i attempted it and i fell down awkwardly on the floor, hand first. then i got up to clean myself up only to realised that i broke my left wrist coz there was a big red bump which was like going to burst out of my skin anytime..

we didnt what to do next so we went back to school so i could call my mum. while waiting for her to arrive, i was thinking of a story to explain my freal accident. and i made up by saying that i slipped on a puddle of water while chasing for the bus, thus broke my wrist. i even made my friends to collabarate with me.

i mean i was in SEC 2! my mum wouldnt have brought me to the hospital if she had known the truth. of coz i do feel guilty abt it. n the fact that i have not told her the true story till today still makes me guilty. i stll couldnt bring myself to tell her.

the good thing was i could still use my hand. so it's all good!

i decided to post this video coz i think it's just very cute to see my youngest brother, izzan, when he was still in primary 2. at least i think he was still in primary 2 when we made this short clip. in this clip, my brother is acting like a Mat. malay for for ahbeng. what he's saying is 'amacam joy?' or 'how are you, joy?'.. it seems that many malay mats have used this term 'joy' to address one another.. dont worry, izzan is not a Mat and i will make sure that he doesnt become one too.

see who the big brother lah... not mat mahhhhhh! :P

i admit i have not been faithful with blogger. sometimes, things happened so much and i dont really know what to say or how to say it. they say the blog is where u expressed EVERYTHING but then u know no one is going to let out their secrets just because they have the right to do so. and also there are ppl who wouldnt want others to know.

not to say that i have secrets or whatsoever.

a very big SORRY for missing out some names in my links. i accidentally deleted it due to my carelessness. i dont know whether u all still read my blog. it's also alright if u deleted my link in ur blog. it's perfectly alright.

and i know this template is like so old-school but i'm experimenting some stuffs. so for the moment it is this dull, white background. hahah!

for everyone's information, this blog is still alive. it's just that i probably have lost my knack for writing stuffs. or i probably got lost in time that i forgot i have my own blog. hahah! but i hope im able to tell some happy, sad, angry and funny stories. this blog has been deserted for months and i decided that i should at least write something to let ppl know that im still alive. right?

the good news is, it's already February. going to end my attachments on the 22nd. if anyone has a part-time job to recommend to me before i serve my country (probably in july or august), please do let me know. only nursing students can imagine having 6 months of attachment continuously. all those months of cleaning backsides, penises, bodies, legs and hands. those months where u get scolded for not attending to patients fast enough. not giving their food or medication on time. for stepping on their foot. for hitting their heads against the cotside. for making them wait in their wet and shitty pampers for long periods of time coz u're busy attending to another patient. for scolding them because they are so stubborn when it comes to taking medication. of course i lost my patience before, even though i looked the kind that wont lose patience. hahahaha! but it's all worth it. it's just worth it.

i worked in CDC and i take care of HIV patients. probably not a big deal to some people but it is to others. anyway, i just have to get this message across! if u really need to have sex, please bloody hell use a condom! this disease is already terrible, and to see many young ppl getting it is becoming a natural disaster. to be embarassed buying a condom is better than being embarassed having that disease. so yah... spread the word k. ppl who got this are just not lucky coz u know they could have visited prostitutes, or got infected with needles during blood transfusion or those babies who got infected through pregnancy. my friend says that women are always the victims. heck.. women are always victims of men. i guessed women are sometimes unlucky.

unlucky. yeah.

sometimes u're just not lucky in love.

Last saturday, and for the first time ever, i went to school on a WEEKEND! woohoo! well, the school is peaceful and it has like a serenity on a saturday morning. i think it would be conducive to study there on a weekend. n yeah maybe u can tan at the swimming pool too :)

and after that! i went to town!

pondering.

decided.

actually, i didnt know that there were going to be fireworks at the esplanade and it was fantastic! especially the machine gun fireworks! it just whirls around like 2 metres above the fireworks boat. but i dont have any pics of the fireworks coz i had no digicam to capture it. i think i have to invest in a good camera :)

and we decided to jump around like monkeys!

and again.

and again.

a little bit of posing.

i supposed there are times when u just need to jump away! like jump away from problems, away from school, away from work, away from anything that makes u sad or down. just don't jump away/down to your death.

i supposed your friends reflects who you are. n they'll jump with you too :)

even if they turn out to be vain :)

LIKE ME!

this entry is also dedicated to my grandma who passed away this morning. god bless her soul.

i have so much to tell but i dont know where to start. there are some that i can hardly remember. cass is right, i am getting old. hahah yeah i'm going to be 21 soon :)

let's start with the most recent one.

i had a motorbike accident! it's my first ever motorbike accident and so i decided to pen it down. actually i was the pillion rider! hahah! anyway, we were on our way home from a coffeeshop in marsiling after buying a 'tapau' dinner. we were approaching a cross junction, and suddenly the bike just went shaky! i thought there was something wrong with the bike and i shouted my my bro's name 'HAFIZ!' and 'boom!' we crashed a bangladeshi man with his bicycle.

so i was thrown to the side and my hafiz was thrown to the front. hahaha i actually saw my bro thrown on the road n it kinda looks funny. but u know, it kinda made my wanna explode! coz since i was thrown on the other lane, i was afraid that there might be an approaching car that could give me another bang but luckily there wasnt la. coz if there is, i wouldn't be typing this entry. lol!

anyway, i knew that the plastic bag with our dinner inside was somewhere along the crash site. and i was actually surprised that the plastic bag was upright lying nicely on the centre of the road. actually the first thing that came to mind when i got up from the fall was my mother's remaining money balance that i kept inside the plastic bag. so i was like "mummy's money!!!" and so it was there inside the bag.

how do we get back? we pushed the bike home. we had abit of fun too coz we knew there will be a slope downhill. so we played that rollercoaster ride :)

The quiet things that no one really knows.

An-nur's hobbies:

going out with girlfriend, sleeping (in the morning, afternoon, night), sleeping, sleeping, sleeping, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, soccer, playing computer games (includes surfing xxx websites), soccer,soccer, soccer, soccer, and eating chicken.

Casandra Hobbies:

shopping, shopping, shopping, listening music, reading and exposing people's secrets.

Cass Fears: Cancer, AIDS, prison, bugs, bacteria and downloading music illegally.

An-nur's Fears: The eradication / extinction of big bird (chicken) . And also fear of castration.

Cass Deepest darkest secret: Going to marry Keanu Reeves in 5 years time.

An-nur Deepest darkest secret: Has an anaconda under his bed.

The Institute of Mental Health is not as bad as you think. im currently having my attachments there and i would say that it is not boring but it is not that great either. when i first stepped into the place, i was expecting something like patients pissing or shitting every corner of the ward or walking around naked. hahah! but being in a B2 class ward, we do have the chance to see the REAL side of a mental disorder. you'd probably be worried how you will be like when you are old and all alone because this can happened to anyone and certainly it can happen to YOU!

to tell you the truth, i don't really think that mental illness or disorders can be COMPLETELY cured but maybe to 65%-95% level. why i say this because when they have that certain disorder, they had forgot how to or cannot, for example, bath, eat, watch tv, write certain words and do some other familiar things or talk properly. so when they recovered, they still have to learn these 'new' things although their symptoms have long gone away or they are told by the doctor something like - 'okay, you have recovered' which i dont think they will say. i mean, the case manager told me that one of my patients are in the stage of better recovery so i figured that he just reached the stage so still needs time to fully recovered right?? right. haha.

last fri, one of my patient approached me while i was watching a channel 8 drama in the ward. he was showing me numbers on his fingers but i couldnt figure out what the numbers interpret. so he showed me his hands which is like holding pen and a palm underneath it which took me quite a while to figure that he wanted a pen and a paper. so i gave him that he started writing down the numbers. the numbers were - 5 4 3 2 - and it turns out that he wants to tell me a 4d number lah okkk... LOL! so anyone wants big money, here is the number from our friendly inmate in woodbridge hospital :)

then suddenly he pointed to my friend joyce who was also watching the chinese drama and i figured that he was talking about a girl back in his past. then he showed me a pointed finger ( i was wondering wtf) then he proceeds to show me a hole made by his thumb and index finger. then he poked the hole. he was talking about sex laaaa.... hahah! but the funny part was he showed me the face impression of having sex. if i have the camera i would have taken a picture of the face! funny sia!! then he laughed to himself.. like HE HE HE. hahaha!

okok... now i dont know whether some ppl notice this but my guy colleague is kinda restless and always touch things in sutiations where you should not touch things. this guy touches and 'play' everything that he could find. okay this is what happened...

me and ying xian were listening to the doctor's consultation round. so naturally u will keep quiet and only asked questions when there is a need to or when the patients have left. so this guy TJJ went inside the room to listen to the consultation too. BUT he went straight to this x-ray thingy where u switch on the light so that u could see the x-ray films. then he starts fidgeting with the switch. wth... then i told him to come near me and listen to the doctors. then he came to the door (where i was) and starts playing with the DOOR KNOB! eh alamak... this person's hand cannot keep still or what! all i know that his hands need to touch something that can be turned, twisted, pulled and pushed.

oh one more thing abt him. after the shift ends right, you will notice that he would be the first person to dissappear. that i know since the first attachment but i did wonder how come he could be gone from that builing that fast? coz he RAN from the lift all the way to the bus stop!!! yeah i really saw him running! i always say that he ran home so that he could eat the porridge that his mother cooked for him on that day. but i still dont know the real reason.

ask him if you have the chance :) ( only applies to hsn students)

the one with his 2nd neoprints

after many months, cass persuaded me to take neoprints. yes it's been a long time since we last took them. we were supposed to do it 2 weeks ago after we had our jalan-jalan and dinner at some haji lane. if u guys don't know where haji lane is, it is at bugis near a big mosque which can be seen from the raffles hospital area. that is if u guys or girls want to look for some vintage stuffs over there. hehhe.

anyway, i said we were supposed to do but it didnt happened coz the neoprint shop had closed.

so a few days later we went to bugis again to take it and finally we did. this time i dressed abit better unlike last time where i wore an LSCT camp tshirt for the neoprint. it wasn't that horrible but it's kind of appropiate. hahah whatever lah.

here goes...
i looked immature in this pic. my smile is too wide.

cass said she looked really pretty in this pic. hahaha!

heheh. no comment.

so exams is in 2 weeks and i hope to do well in it. this also goes for all the people who are going to face the nursing exams, driving tests, or any interviews for a job.

basically, good luck all :)

the one with his updates

okay.. so let me update a few things...

firstly, after i graduate from np and ns, i will be working at TTSH. yup! since i am like so very familiar with that place, its definitely a very good choice to work there. and with over 90% of my schmates who said that they enjoyed working there, i know i made a right choice.

secondly, i entered the new year with a resolution to become a soccer player playing for a club someday. okay im not planning to join an S-league club but realistically, i woud love to play for Singapore Recreation Club or Singapore Cricket Club. since i have played for SRC youth team, i hope that will give me an advantage. but i will tell u one very fantastic thing though: playing at the PADANG is really damn fanstastic. hahah!

this was the jersey i had worn for all the games i played for SRC. the number is very significant :)

i love my boots :)

i also start the new year with the hope of passing all modules in year 2 coz i know its been tough and its going to get tougher in year 3. wow! soon to be a Year 3 nursing student. and i had never thought of being a nurse when i was younger. anyway, i just did my retest on my Psychology and Sociology module and i know i will pass the retest. now it's time to get ready for the final examination.

thirdly, i am going for the india trip. it will be 2 weeks of community and volunteer work. will explain soon when i have the details. but most importantly, i have my one month of attachment first before my one month of holiday (the india trip is included in this holiday). still, i get to suffer first before enjoying my holiday. buti doubt i suffer in IMH :)

finally, amidst of all my time constraints and schoolwork, i still have gf to listen to my craps. or more likely i listen to her craps. hahahaha! well we both can be craps sometimes. i realised she can act as an irritating person sometimes. i dont know why but it will really make u pissed. so friends of Cass out there, be aware of this :D hahahah!

the end.

the one with his kkh attachment

so attachment started and things went slow at first. like really really slow coz my lecturer caught me yawning 100 times in front of the Sister of the ward. but time went faster after the 11AM - 12AM break. my brother said that KKH attachment is the most boring attachment ever. not that im taking his word for it, it's understandable why we would be caught yawning in the middle of the shift. still, it is just the first day and i got 8 more days to evaluate this whole thing.

anyway, cass is away on a trip for a week to malaysia. she's going to genting and i hope she's having a great time playing the rides or the casino or whatever she can find there. okay i may get a little mushy now but i started to miss her after her last mobile message (she didnt bring her phone to malaysia). so to all of you out there.... appreciate the time spent with your loved one :) who knows u are being missed hehhe!

yes u all are being missed in one way or another!

the one with his Step Up

i might be cursed sooner or later coz i am going to put a picture. this is not, i repeat, is NOT a funny pic but something for you to look, gaze and admire and also maybe wonder why this person did it in such a way.

i'm wondering too.

some of you may wonder why my blog speaks less words nowadays. well, it is not because i don't have something to talk about. i can't possibly talk about soccer coz i've talked about that for many many times.

maybe i should tell u about this movie Step Up that i have watched last thursday. this movie will make u dance out of the theatre after it finishes. if u guys had watched She's The Man, u would remember who is the actor.

overall, i give this movie a 3 out of 5 because the storyline is abit off-key. i don't know how to explain but there is not much aura. yeah it'll sure make u dance in your seats but not enough for the whole day. hahaha okay if u think that i sound like im trying to be a movie critic, i will say THANKS! lol.

dinner at NYDC. the food is not bad. but the E=MC2 chocolate drink is damn terrible LAH! haha!

take care everyone :)

the one with his birthday

after weeks or months of absence, i am now able to blog again. Reason because i got a new laptop already. the old one is so old until i cant use it anymore. mum thought i made up a story that the laptop is spoilt so that i can get a new one. like no can!

anyway, i put up that pic first coz that pic signifies an event that would not ( or never ) be forgotten in my life. it was supposed to be a day where we could go to BUGIS and have our Break Fast ( it was during Ramadan) with my secondary school friends. we met up at my house and plan to go to Bugis from there. but Fadhil said he's at his friend's house so we will have to pick him up there. by then it was already 6.30pm. I mean, it doesnt take 25 minutes to get to bugis. plus we will have to look for a place to eat which will probably take another 25 minutes. all i know was we had to get there as fast as possible but my bro told us just to have a drink first at my house and then go off to bugis.

Then we went off to get fadhil which turns out that he was at Bukit Gombak or Bukit Batok. he was in a condo so we went inside the area to wait for him. then he came down and told us to go up to his friend's place as he said "there's a lot of great chickies, man!". dots. he told us we could eat for awhile before we go off. at first, i contemplated coz we were already late. but then i was abit hungry so i just followed suit. we walked up the stairs, went through a maze and then i saw MAHES. i was thinking what the hell is he doing here and then i thought maybe he's having a bbq with his indian friends or whatever. and then...

"HappyBirthday to You! Happy Birthday to You! Happy Birthday to An-Nur!"

"Happy Birthday to You!"

to those who want to know whether i cried or not, the answer is no! to those who want to know whether i was touched or not, the answer is yes! i mean who doesnt right? i never got a surprise birthday party before. now like after 20 years i got one, so it was like "whatheeee!". hahahaha! let the pics do the storytelling now :)

a group photo of my poly friends with me and cass.

a group photo with my sec sch friends and nik. it turns out that Cass, my poly friends, my sec sch friends has collaborated in making this event.

CASS and AN-NUR.

My brother, Hafiz.

chey! handsome sia fadhil! hahahaha!

My Birthday Cake. notice my name changed to Anonei. my nick back in sec sch. haha!

eh! what is cass and del doing sia in front of the camera?!!! hahaha!

just what i need for my bday gift. a jockstrap! LOL.

our private time has been captured by the paparazzi :P

sabotage always happened in bday parties.

yes. another view.

for my birthday gift, Cass made me journal of our first encounter and the journey towards being together. basically it tells the story of 2 people, one guy and one girl, met in under unsual circumstances. with coincidental past and a love towards a common thing.

i guessed it's the love between the 2 humans.

the one with his and her chinatown

in reference to Cass's blog, i would like to say that i really didnt know that the ringtone had changed to the really Old Sch Ring Ring Ring tone. cass was beside me when the initial ringtone was some sort of a techno tone (im not a techno fan). and when that RING RING tone came up, it was natural instinct not to pick up the phone coz in the 1st place i didnt know it was mine! get the logic? hahaha!

anyway, we went to Chinatown to get the BELT that Cass had always wanted. okok.. so it wasn't that hard to find the place! $2.20 for a belt is very very cheap!

and baby u're gonna look great in that polka-dot vest. i so can imagine u wearing it for ur Tuesday's presentation :)

All the best!

the one with his and her neoprints

Cass and I took neoprints for the first time together! actually we planned this like months ago but we didnt know why it didnt took place. LOL. and also this is the first time i took a neoprint with a GIRLFRIEND. n also this is the first time Cass took a neoprint with a boy (and also a boyfriend). actually the last time i took a neoprint was with my mum and my auntie at Johor, Malaysia. yes Cass i took it in MALAYSIA :P

hahaha! there's a Rabbit on her shoulder coz that's her chinese zodiac sign. mine supposed to be a tiger but there's only a cat and all of us know that the cat is a close relative to the tiger. i also do NOT know what is the meaning of the japanese characters. hahah but the other words written there is very very true :)

Two words: Flowery Perfecto.

Cass always want to be a princess! so that makes me a prince right? hehe! oh btw, did my pose remind u guys of an incident i had last time?? lol

for a first-timer like me, i definitely enjoyed the funny moments and poses i did with Cass. one of the great moments that u never want to forget :)

this me and my friend,huz.
and this is cass and her friend xiu. (actually, cass took out the original picture that i put and this is the picture that she requested me to put instead. im not really sure why but i guessed she Thinks that she looks cute in this "2 Fingers" pose with xiu. or is it because she wants the whole world to know that she is a princess with that crown on her head??)

well, one thing that is quite common between me and cass is that we both like stripes. yes. we like stripey shirts that has horizontal lines because it makes us look meatier. now all you ppl who likes to say we're so skinny and bony, i assure u we are truly very happy with how we looked like today.

PICTURE OF THE DAY

Dear Cass,

what are you looking at actually? is there a cockcroach there? btw, is xiulin making a Phone call Pose? i think her other hand dialing 911 to call the medic and carry ur sick cat which has a Bp of 25/10. really! i know u have a cat coz i saw ur cat on the washing machine trying to wash its baju and pants. i knowwww u got all Bs for ur module but dont be so SIAN coz i know u will get a BIG FAT A for your report card. i know the Elvis teacher likes to give u high marks right? u think im the teacher's pet?? i also know you are! hahaha! meow!

sincerely,

an-nur

being in a B1 class has its own advantages.

firstly, most of the ward's staff are very very friendly and approachable. and i am kind of convinced that being a guy has its very big advantage when working in a female-oriented environment. somehow i feel they just need a guy or two to spice things up abit.

secondly, it's air-conditioned.

but the story is not abt the ward. but the interesting people that's inside.

there is this old man who was admitted on sunday so i saw him on the next day.. i forgot what illness he had but he looked sluggish and all. anyway, he wanted to bath so i donned my apron and gloves and brought him to the toilet. this toilet has a foldable chair where the patient can sit down and bath and so i put him there. while he was bathing, he asked me to get his toothbrush. i gave him and he happily brush his teeth.

i actually squatted infront of him coz my legs were abit tired. then suddenly he took out his teeth (which is the dentures of course!) and start brushing it in a different angle.. so while he was brushing it, he kinda brushed it so hard that the residue fly to my face la! walau! then he didnt say sorry at all! i actually stared at him just to wait for him to apologise! hahhaha! then i quickly washed my face with a handsoap. n i couldnt help thininking whether the residue hit my hair and get stucked to it. eeEEEEee!

we finished after 45 minutes of bathing plus denture-washing plus handwashing.