the one with his friend's birthday

i am VERY SURE that some of u have read Cass's version of the story of the birthday Girl. now it's time to read my side of the story of the birthday Girl. this blog specially goes out to the 8 people who had attended Del's birthday party (orchestrated by Cass and Bee lian) which is located at a neighbourhood park cum garden cum bbq corner opposite Woodlands Stadium. hahahaha!

the people who have made Del's birthday memorable - Cass, Bee lian, Stella, Wanlin, Xiao Que, Jannah, Hafiizah and Nadiah.

it was all fun and laughter with a little touch of touchingness in del's party. although the party was somehow a very last minute plan (thx to a call at 1am in the morning), i am somehow satisfied that the party was a success. kfc and a cake is the sumptuos dinner of the night.

the cake that i have bought for del. notice the wax that has been spilled by BEE LIAN! haha!

the birthday girl "Delphine"

sorry but no KFC pics because they have been eaten by these ppl...

and finally the last pic that really showed that everyone including me (who is taking the picture) had fun, and also for this day that will always be stored in the long-term memory of my brain.

the one with his monopoly

it's been 6 or 7 or 8 years since i last played monopoly. a conversation that was mainly talked about playing board games turned into a topic of challenging each other in the game.....

Monopoly: Singapore Edition

Cass and i decided to play this game since we both had not play this since like sec 2 or 3.. n to play it is like so gerek (fun) because... well, u know how the gameplay is like right. be rich or be ditch. right. so for those who wanna play with us... call us up ok?!

RICHGI SPORT is the brand of the t-shirt i bought for Myself at KIDDYPALACE. n it's a kiddy shirt btw :)

the one with the braces

so now i have a new blogskin in which it has my favourite orange colour. i personally like the guy with the guitar standing and watching the orange sunset. perhaps cass decided to show the emotional side of me. above all, i would like to thank her for this HUGE surprise. really didnt know u were going to change the skin.. hehhe..

i had my dental appointment yesterday and i was told that after 2 more appointments, i can have my braces taken off already! yahooooo!! well, after 5 years of wearing braces, i cant wait to see how it all turns out.

okay if u're wondering why the HELL it has been 5 years, thats because i delayed my appointment for a year and a half. let's see whether it tallys until now..

sec 3 - first wore braces
sec 4 - still ongoing
private O level student - still wearing
MI First Year - still wearing
NP first year - STILL WEARING

now im in my 2nd year already and after much scoldings from my parents and from the dentist itself, it is time to see the results of the work of technology at its best.

being one of those couples who wore braces together kinda rocks!

Hello. SURPRISED?
this is cass btw.
I decided to surprise him by changing his blogskin.
first of all, an-nur's password n username is hilarious.
not really SO funny but it makes you ROLL your eyes.

hope you like it.
it made my eyeballs hurt by choosing a skin for u.
ask bee lian!
its not SO GREAT but orange is your favourite colour rite!
anyway, enjoy.

Change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn
and it comes like a stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in grass.

John Steinbeck

the one with his middle man

being a middle man in this book trade service has certainly made me feel that i can be a salesman. and i don't have to say "LELONG!!!" or "CHEAP! CHEAP! CHEAP!" which sounds so lika an Ah Pek selling underwears and panties. yes there is such shops in Marsiling.

question of the day will be "WHY do the Freshies want cheaper books?"

-because they just want it cheap.
-because they see i'm the kind of a nice person that they think they can easily negotiate or bargain with. ( i can help you bargain with the owner!)
-because they think that since there's alot of FON books are going to be sold by the seniors, it makes them wonder why do they need to buy it.
-because someone forgot to put the CD back in the book

so i figured that with all these bargaining and complaining and whatsoever, i decided to give it a fixed price for all the books. and if the freshies want to get a better deal (for themselves of course), then you guys will have to negotiate with the owners itself.

and yes, i can negotiate with the owners for you.

im always tired when i got back from sch. my friends told me the same thing too. and they say the weather is to blame. right.

the one with his market

so believe me if u woke up when the pillow hits u at the back of your head, you will have a bad day ahead. at least, probably for a few hours.

i don't mind going to the market in the morning. but if your mum hits u with the pillow just to wake you up, you'll probably feel slightly angry. as for me, i felt SLIGHTLY reluctant to go already.

anyway, i still went to the haven of fishes, veges, meats and poultry with her. bought fishes and meats. pineapples and salts. the finale was having a breakfast of Soto Ayam and Iced Teh Tarik.
let's just say it was a very sedap (delicious) meal.

6% of downloading left to the first episode of One Tree Hill Season 3.

the one with his brother and friends

while i may not be the best person to see someone else's fault, i definitely know what is right and what is wrong. i know the line between a brother and friend. or friends if you want to put it that way.

apologies. apologies.

you see, i have seen malay, indian and chinese dramas that always emphasized the importance of family. i've seen dramas about a person who has both his sibling and a friend having problematic issues of their own. sometimes, it is hard to see the line between what is right and what is wrong. to say words which might help the matter can be the words that can hurt both.

so i guessed being abit matured help you see things in perspectives. of course, i do have someone special to help me with that. but i know i can never be forced to lose a friendship, let alone to make enemies.

brother. friends.

the one with his hope

i told god that all she needs is a chance.

the one with his april

i'm listening to fiona apple's Extraordinary Machine song. am i into jazz now?

my friend, shariz, and i were waiting at the staircase at fadhil's block. we had to wait until his parents go out so that we could secretly go to his house. we were gonna play soccer at the badminton court but it was raining heavily. which explains why we wanted to go to his house coz it was kinda cold outside. ANYWAY, while we were still waiting, i received a msg from a very good friend of mine named beelian..

the msg said that cass was at ttsh bcoz she got hit by a bike. she told me that her right arm was hit n she was in the BANDAGING ROOM ( is there such room?) and was having her arm bandaged.

so i got shocked.. at that point of time, my mind was abt going to ttsh and see how she is. my friend who heard my shocked reaction asked me what had happened. i think there was a change in my face coz he said i looked shocked. den i told him the whole thing.. den i said i wanna go to the hosp.. he said okk...

i called beelian for like 4 or 5 times but she nvr pick up.. which is like weird lah coz i called her probly 10 seconds later after i received her msg. another msg received n she said she put her phone on silent mode ( u spelled it as mood. silent mood? ) and was scared to talk.. which made me suspect that something is not right.

den shariz called me like from far away so i went back to him and asked why. he asked me what's the date today. den i realised it's the 1st of april.

gee... i havent been playing that game u kiddy kiddy girls :P

to those mats n cinas i have played soccer with last night, u know im good.

the one with his aloha

ALOHA is aloha chalet. HOLA is hello when u're in hawaii.

but we're not in hawaii.

so hello everyone.. it's been quite a week.. but it was good to have 2 days and a night spent in my group chalet gathering. it's supposed to be 3 days n 2 nights but i had to leave early coz i need to attend sch in the morning on that 3rd day itself. so yah.

so the moment i stepped at the heavenly chalet, i had to start eating. the pressure was really mounting coz Everyone was like...

the Concerned people: "annur, u looked skinny! must eat more ok!"
the Hungry an-nur : "oh i will! i will! dont worry i'll eat alot one!"
the Conc.... : "yes! u must prove it to us ok!

for a really really skinny person, i am surprised by my superhuman ultrafast metabolic rate. i bet chickens are afraid of me now that i am beginning to annihilate their population in an alarming rate. hahah..

not that it needs any prove or evidence watsoever.

anyway, my first thanks goes to Mel for treating me like her own younger brother. not to mention for cooking me lots of chicken wings.. geez, i hope they wont say i looked skinny again. i've heard since day TWO from the start of sch already.. im not in denial.

thanks to sab, ash, mahes and kelvin for updating me stories of their own... sab, careful of that psychodelic girl man!! hahaha!!

thanks to the girls from Group 5 2005, errr... politics and love may not really mix well but u girls have done ur best to help our friend in need.

a final thank you to those who read this blog.

the one with his last moments

i've said this to my lecturer regarding my attachment in this Ward 7B.

i said "i really slacked here becoz of the slow-paced environment. i know i'm always missing in action but sometimes there is really nothing to do. "

the 3 weeks has been dreadfully boring. nevertheless, we all know that those last moments or the last day could be something worth remembering.

for those who have not seen me in my nursing uniform, this is how i looked.

a final together pic is always something u put in the last chapter.

and no, i dont have a spine problem :)

the one with his coming last week

the coming of the last week which is the last week of attachment has came and i am not gonna celebrate yet until it is over.

gerontology ward. is equal to slow pace and peaceful environment in which it resulted to my slackness in myself. the graph of excitement has increased because of the coming end. the graph of kiasuness has increased because i need to complete my logbook.

gd luck to myself for the coming results.

the one with his patient's death

i was standing beside his bed n i saw him breathing. he was gasping for air but i know he has been doing that since yesterday.

i was kinda bored but i still stood there looking around the room. i know i had been staring at the wall for quite a long time.

and then i looked at him again but this time he was motionless. i thought he wasnt breathing. i checked his pulse at the neck. there was a faint beat. but it got softer and softer.

vanessa came in and asked me what's going on. n i said "i dont know but im checking his pulse."
she said " how come the airbag is not deflating and inflating continously?"

it should deflate and inflate continously if he's breathing.

i checked the airbag and there was a hole. the bag had burst. but i remembered seeing the bag inflate and deflate when i was standing beside him.

i checked the pulse again but there was no pulse.

he had passed away in front of me.

the one with his dearys

Dear Tan Tock Seng Hospital, im glad your hospital is near to my home, Woodlands.

Dear Sister of Ward 7B, thank you for welcoming us to your geriatric ward. im looking forward to meet the elderly patients.

Dear female colleagues, i know u have to bun up you hair. i think if u do, u wont feel good abt it.

Dear Ms Lam, dont tell the girls to bun up their hair.

Dear guitar-playing-singer, your voice sucks. pls dont sing in the hospital anymore.

Dear dad, im not sure to take my license or not.

Dear mum, please bring me out for shopping. haha.

Dear God, i have 14 days left of attachment.

the one with his pics

in this pic, i dont really want to show off my Thing but instead i would like to show u my round stomach. i cant believe how thin and skinny i am today. ppl say my metabolism rate is very good so i guessed what they said is true.

taking long walks at the beaches is kind of calming. this explains why i love to go to the beach. Tanning and Swimming. haha!


to graduate after 2 years in kindergarten is a major achievement for me. everything looks good on me except for that blue shoes. i dont remember having that shoe u know.

i was really a geek last time. i hate my hair, my teeths and my half-broken specs during this period of my life. this pic explains why i prefer a car rather than a bike. we'll see whether im taking my bike license or not.

being 16 or 17 is really cool i guessed. i think it makes me stronger somehow during this 2-3 years.

20 years later, i smiled when i looked back upon my past.

but She thinks that i have a very CHEEKY smile.

yup. that's Her.

Everything she does is beautiful

the one with his friday and saturday

FRIDAY

it's official. im not taking the lifesaving test. that means i dont have to attend make-up classes during my attachments coz i know i'll be really tired.

imagine this: u wake up at 5am. off to work at 6 and start work at 7. u finish at 3pm and have to be in sch after that to attend the make-up class at 6pm which ends at 8. u go back and reach home at 9++. u have to sleep by 10 so u can have 7 hours of sleep to wake up at 5am again. if u're lucky, u might start at 1.30 the next day but chances are quite slim i supposed.

one whole day gone.

but last friday's S&W was quite weird. that session, i had to partner with another guy in e same course. we were supposed to do this manoeuvre where we must keep the victim afloat and swim on ur back. this guy (lets called him X) practiced on me first and he got a special way of doing it. instead of swimming back, he walked. that's easy if u wanna do that in shallow waters but what if it is deep? den u gotta have long legs right?? maybe X is Mr. Fantastic and he could stretch his leg to the deepest ocean in the universe.

right.

anw, when it was my turn to practice on him. i found it funny and irritating at the same time. he is like a NATURAL SINKER in the waters. so yah, since he could just sink, it's obvious that he would frantically struggle after 1 nanosecond. seriously, if he could just relaxed and let me do e work, there will be no water entering his nose or mouth. after i gave him my assurance, we made it quite well. he still couldnt do it right though.

CITS presentations was mostly emotional. not gonna elaborate on that.

SATURDAY

sometimes alarm clocks can be unreliable. esp when u really have to wake up very early to attend sch.

ALARM SET : 6 AM

I WOKE UP AT : 7 AM

CLASS STARTS AT : 8 AM

ARRIVAL TIME : 9 AM

FINISH CLASS : 10 AM

i swear i paid attention to the lecture.

met cass after that to do the poly thing. hehhehhe... i must have looked so interested when this lecturer said that she 'sensed' that i have alot to ask her. NOW WE KNOW THAT THERE IS NO COOKING in HTM and LRM. hahaha! took a lot of pamphlets which i i threw it away later Somewhere.

i liked her purple slippers.

the one with his chemistry

it is NOT about chemistry that u took for ur O levels.

it is NOT abt the chemistry in pharmacology.

chemistry was NOT one of my favourite subjects back in sec sch days.

it makes me wonder how it really works.

the feelings, the firmness, the things we do, the things we say, the things it turned out to be.

ppl, stop asking if we're still together :)

the one with his cousin's birthday

BIRTHday is supposed to be an enjoyable thing. coz we can play musical chairs, pass-the-present thingy and eating loads of food. i only enjoyed eating.

went to my cousin's which is situated near the forest which i remembered that there was some police stakeout on illegal prostitution. yup. anw, reached the house and the moment i stepped in, i could only walked towards the food section. not much of a variety but it was a few of my favourite dishes. chickens was not to be missed.

i got a bit sleepy after i ate so i went to my cousin's room to sleep for a while. i know its not ethical but i think its better to sleep inside rather than showing my drooling saliva infront of other ppl.

sleep for an hour.

woke up again to have a second round of eating.

a little moment of boredom and i decided to play the computer. cousin told me some of the latest songs he downloaded so i told him to email me the list of those songs.

okay... i know looks can be deceiving. its funny how HEIGHT and FEATURES can make the person look very young.

so my aunt and her new husband arrived with 3 other ppl mainly her son, 1 guy teenager, 1 girl child. the guy shaked my hand and the girl child shaked and kissed my hand (in a traditional malay way lah). automatically i thought that these 2 ppl are the products of my new uncle (aunt's new husband). that thought lingered in mind till i just asked my cousin (aunt's son Shahril). he said a BIG NO! he told me they were his friends and said that the guy's age is 21 and the girl is 18.

OKAY. this girl is like 1.4 to 1.5 metre short. her face is those of a primary 3 or 4 girl and he's telling me that she's 18.

TYPICAL guys must have thought she's underage when it comes to sex. now im NOT promoting underage sex and this post is not about sex either. i even bold the word "typical" for you to comprehend the meaning of it. so keep an open mind.

i'll leave u to judge whether im typical or not.

the one with his day of school

it's monday.

it's a school day.

n i had to start the day thinking that i'll be having Lifesaving Course later from 6 to 7.30. so i started at 10 n we had to do the checking of our FON paper. hopefully, i can pass the exams lah. hahaah..

den NSL. we did the same old thing reflecting on our experiences. i had alot but i just didnt want to share. so yah.

one hour break - i ate chicken rice which make me shit for 10 mins.

we had a new teacher for our PHARM module. she wrote her full name on the board but i only remembered the name Angeline. looked auntie-like but quite ok coz she's quite enthu. rite.

CMBIO lecture by Dr Phang was NOT boring. somehow, her lecture is much more interesting than ronnie's coz she kinda use like tools or toys to explain her lecture. n all of those things are inside a big plastic bag. hahahaha.... its like as if she came back from shopping.

i do not know why i chose lifesaving. we ALWAYS had to the laps first before learning the new stuffs. i dont mind 8 to 10 laps. but it's 16 laps man!! den i will have to vomit again to make myself feel better. so yah... i will confirm vomit everytime there is lifesaving course. if i eat, i vomit. if i dun eat, i also vomit. so how? any solutions to this? den wed's lifesaving will be from 6pm to 9pm. wat in the world.....

i found out that shitting everyday is normal.